What assumptions did
you have initially about policy?
I initially did not have very many
assumptions about policy. In policies
that I did not like, I thought they should be changed, but in many cases, I did
not feel empowered to do so. When I was
a student within the university setting and administration, I was a strong
self-advocate; however, this changed slightly when I went from being a student
at a school to being an administrator at the same school. I felt like in my new position, I could be
less of an advocate and fight for change because my actions were not simply my
own; they reflected on my office in the larger scheme of the university.
Upon moving to Williamsburg and
started at William & Mary Law School, I was told that I was brought in for
fresh ideas and to help initiate and implement change. Yet, I have been here for over a year, and many
of the changes I have suggested are still simply thoughts, and very little,
except in the programs I coordinate, have come into fruition. Change is hard, particularly when things have
been one way for so long or when there is bureaucracy to hide behind. I did not
realize how entrenched William & Mary Law School is in tradition and how
hard change can be when people have been in their roles for decades.
How have these changed
over the course?
I do feel more empowered to fight
the good fight. Nonetheless, I am still
concerned about what I am doing as a reflection on my employer. My policy advocacy and reflection is a good
example. I have complained to
co-workers, I have talked to our accounting office, and I have advocated for a change
in travel policies via an email and some reminders, yet none of these yielded
tangible results. And now I am stuck—I should
be doing something more, but I am not sure if I am in the right position to be
advocating to the next level up. Could
this affect my position and livelihood? I
do not think so, but I do not want to put my boss, who is wonderful, in any
uncomfortable situations. This is something I need to work on, to figure out
how to be navigate these waters.
I still do feel more empowered as a
whole. Furthermore, I feel like I have
better tools to look at policies and analyze and interpret them. I have learned of the many lenses in which I
can consider policies. I am more careful
in looking at language and the symbolism linked to that language. In the way I write, particularly at work with
prospective students and alumni ambassadors, my language has changed. I am more purposeful with the words that I
chose and how they can possibly be inferred and altered when received.
What have you learned?
What have I learned? —so much, and
it leads to more questions to ask and answers that I want to know. I knew very little about funding for policies
and how the federal government could issues polices but is not required to fund
them. I am now intrigued by budgets and
funding. I know what SCHEV is and
Goals/Top Jobs and Race to the Top. None
of these were in my vocabulary before, and I can speak intelligently about them. I think I might even contact SCHEV for data I
believe they have collected, and I can analyze for my thesis.
I have read Fowler. While I still need to reference the book for
details, I believe I understand the salient points. I understand the political
system a little bit more and the political culture and while things are so hard
to push through legislation. Power is huge in policy development and implementation
and individual values and ideologies. When I look at how organizations work
together and apart, I think about loose and tight coupling. I consider this, particularly with local
adaptation in working at a law school, tied to a larger undergraduate campus,
connected with a state college system.
My viewpoint is shifting on community
colleges after listening to Chris Mullin in DC.
I lack faith in the Department of Ed after visiting, but I am energized
by Illana and Kelly and their passion and activism. I know what NCLB is all about and the controversy
surrounding waivers. Common Core
Standards intrigue me, but I still am a little skeptical by how the federal
government is tied to similar language but says it does not endorse the CCS
specifically.
How does the class
make you think differently about educational leadership?
I recognize even more than before
than it is incredibly hard to be a leader, and a leader needs to have the pulse
on everything in their worldview. They
need to know what is coming down the pipe from their government and
organizations, and they need to be in touch (particularly with K-12) how they
teachers are doing and feeling. When a
policy is enacted, they need to believe in it and get buy-in—all leaders should
read Fowler since Fowler believes that we have the tools for successful policy
implementation, and there is no excuse for failure. I look at these leaders with a new found
respect and cut some slack (in my mind) that I did not when I encountered them
and unfair policies years before (particularly in high school—but not too much
slack because of course when I was a high schooler, the world revolved around
me).
What actions will you
take now given what you have learned?
I will work on using the tools
provided to me throughout this course. I
think of projects I need to start working on at work, and there is already
resistance. I’m going to go back to
Fowler and read about buy-in and what are some of the barriers. This is going to help me with redesigning the
publications at work even if communications is not super excited right
now. I need to work to get them excited,
and I am not better prepared to do that.
I am going to try to sit back and
reflect before I act. I am going to try
to appreciate different opinions—I loved the conversations that people had in
class and when classmates cited data and results and not just anecdotes and
conclusions from personal experiences. Instead of jumping to conclusions, I
need to consider the lens from which I am coming from and what are other lenses
I should be considering? What is the
framework? I also need to be ready for all this to change as we go through time
and priorities shift. I feel much more
informed than I need in the beginning of August. I know what I have written just skims the
surface, but even in writing this, my mind is going in all different directions
in what I have learned.
I want to get more involved with
high school students and college access.
Talking about that in the last class, I almost forgot how passionate I
was about it when I was in the thick in it.
I lost track of that a bit, and I want to feel like I’m making a difference,
and sometimes I do not feel like I am in my current role. I want to make a difference in individual lives—I
believe in college access, and I am disappointed that results are not more
positive—these are the kind of policies I want to fix and help.